9.07.2006

self-reliance.

To believe your own thought, to believe that what is true for you in your private heart is true for all men,--that is genius. Speak your latent conviction, and it shall be the universal sense; for the inmost in due time becomes the outmost,--and our first thought is rendered back to us by the trumpets of the Last Judgment. Familiar as the voice of the mind is to each, the highest merit we ascribe to Moses, Plato, and Milton is, that they set at naught books and traditions, and spoke not what men but what they thought. A man should learn to detect and watch that gleam of light which flashes across his mind from within, more than the luster of the firmament of bards and sages. Yet he dismisses without notice his thought, because it is his. In every work of genius we recognize our own rejected thoughts: they come back to us with a certain alienated majesty. Great works of art have no more affecting lesson for us that this. They teach us to abide by our spontaneous impression with good-humored inflexibility then most when the whole cry of voices is on the other side. Else, to-morrow a stranger will say with masterly good sense precisely what we have thought and felt all the time, and we shall be forced to take with shame our own thoughts from another.

-Emerson. "Self-Reliance."



Sometimes I must remember that I am an artist, too, capable of many great things--great thoughts, great truths, great triumphs, great loves and losses. I sing because my soul demands it. I write because I must communicate what I have learned. I draw because I am fascinated and delighted with the composition of life and the freedom I have to represent it. And I live and love more deeply each day because of this.

2 comments:

-K- said...

I wish my students would have come up with such insights after we read that last year. Instead, they just complained about how boring Emerson is. Sadness.

k.o. said...

i really love you. thanks for being my friend